No idea about how married life feels, then I do know that people be in any realm of relationships barely give time to look through the relations from an emotional, meaningful perspectives.
People especially in present times have motives attached. When the superficial aim as such gets fulfilled, people walk off easily. Isn’t it? Atleast, that’s what I believe. The one’s who easily moves on never valued enough. That’s the brutal truth. It is why pious relationships are price-lessly rare.
Hats off to your strength and courage. Happy that face the sun-side of life and is living with hope and happiness attached.